HEY

I realized that my blog isn’t really all that much of a blog so I shall not heed all the warnings in my head and write about my life 8)

Saturday:

I woke up at like 12pm, replied a few people’s texts, ____ I don’t know what I did after that hahaha SEE there is a reason why I don’t blog about my life!!! I will skip whatever happened from then till evening, when we went to get me new school shoes. I made a huge fuss over them getting me new shoes because I LOVE my current shoes! But I got to tell my parents about all the Jen Aniston interviews I watched and that was fun we also listened to SelG’s new album in the car so I guess it was worth the buying of new shoes. HAHAHA

Then my family went out for dinner as usual and it was really cool. We went to this French restaurant that we always go to and it was all posh as always 8) then we went to this Halloween party and the music was amazing it was disco. There were so many people cross-dressing though yuckk! I suppose foreigners ARE technically allowed since they are stereotypically more glamorous and can pull anything off, but still :OO I explained If You Seek Amy to my mom ahaha “what can you expect from Britney Spears…right?”

I was quite pissed at first because I didn’t get to stay at home and do work (maybe work was what I was doing in the afternoon…hmmm) but then I realized something worth taking down! – that I only didn’t feel hungry easily because all of that took up my energy and I end up feeling tired easily instead. Unless I’d just woken up and then I’d feel hungry. I LOVE FUN FACTS 8)

Sunday:

I woke up, played computer games (Sumo Slam ahaha WIN & Playing With Fire YEAH our theme song = Picture to Burn LOL so random right & Boxhead YASSS white and red guys) with my brother, got convinced not to do work because I just didn’t feel like it and OMG all the games in my house!!! Well I knew that I REALLY didn’t want to do any work that day because even the games that were once so childish looked appealing to me. anyway I played Sorry! and Guess Who and Football In the House (that I usually strongly discourage, for the record). So I was like, let’s play Guess the Celebrity! You have 20 questions to ask me and you have to guess the celebrity I’m thinking of in that time otherwise you lose. GO!

My brother: Male or female?

Me: Male!

My brother: Ashton Kutcher?

Me: ASDFGHJKLASD DAMN ITTTTT

We also watched Love Actually, which is a sweet show. Whenever I tell people about Love Actually I always (!!!) say, “Taylor Swift watches it every Christmas.” I don’t even know why but I felt so great because I was finally able to convince my brother to watch it with me. I thought it would make him get into the Christmassy mood or something and make him realize a lot about the people around you, but NOPE that did not happen -_- in any case I think it was because I skipped some parts and the show is not all that easy to understand the first time to begin with. But I still loved it

My all-hyped-up-for-Christmas mood has officially ended. It lasted about a month, but two months too early. Justin Bieber’s and Michael Bublé’s Christmas albums are coming out though so I’ll be there again in no time sigh…

Today:

I didn’t do much the whole morning I was just on Twitter and Facebook and here, and I did a bit of work, but later I’m having tuition so I’m just like, yeah whatever I’ll just ask my tutor to explain stuff to me later. Which is the wrong mindset I know GAH :O after this I’m going to read this book by Alex Scarrow and then I’ll wait for my brother to come back before telling him all about the book! Then I have this sneaky feeling I’ll be playing board games AGAIN.

I like to say that I’m listening to ___ song by ___ singer so if my post doesn’t make sense blame him/her. also it’s Shameless Promotion hahaha so I generally do this for all Rihanna songs and all my favorite songs but this one, really, is cool it’s a littleee sweet because the rest of it just sounds cheesy, and it’s Cody Simpson (who sang All Day, iYiYi, and On My Mind!) so you can’t expect much depth from him BUT IT’S CALMING so here you go

 

 

Baby it’s not just you, you know it hurts me too, we had it all, how could we fall, baby I thought we’d never die ~ BYE

HELLO

I cannot resist doing this I’m sorry I’m WordPress-deprived and a bit lame.

OK this is Te Amo and it’s a really cool video because it really makes a statement that’s why I like it. It came out during the time when everyone was all, hey my next video is really making a statement. And then we all have to watch it, right, but it’s all about sex. -_- stupid singers. Then this one came out. And Rihanna didn’t say anything good about this video or even give it much publicity (her manager is sleeping gosh) but when I saw it I was like, hey now THIS one really says something. It’s controversial, but way appropriate.

 

 

You should watch this only for the
- Who Says and Magic (is it Magic?) songs she sang
- fact that she stuck up for her fans and said to the security, “Leave my fans alone!”
- part where she brought one of her baby fans onstage
- beauty, maybe? A lot of people like her hair… if it helps?

 

 

HE’S IN SIXTH GRADE HE’S A WHITE RAPPER HE WRITES HIS OWN SONGS HE’S CUTE HE’S FUNNY HE DANCES HE’S GOT SWAGGER HE’S A PLAYER – WHAT’S NOT TO LOVE?
Piers: “I think…move over, Eminem.”
CJ: “Okay the only thing different between me and Eminem is that Eminem don’t dance.”
&
Piers: “Well it’s a yo – yes, CJ Dippa.”
NickC: “Yo – yes? Oh Piers, don’t do that.”

 

 

SHINee video :O can’t believe I’m doing this but how funny is it? hey klaraaa

 

 

My introductions suck. But listen to this song – it’s sweet and this guy is Korean-American, which makes him somewhat like Far East Movement. But of course Far East Movement is cooler, which is strange, since FEM is Chinese-American. Also this song can be really cool and upbeat and it can also be pensive. I just struck lottery. Thanks Daddy.

 

 

Her dream came true. now she’s a superstar. These people inspire me. Just look at how touched she is – how she’s crying. She deserves it all.

 

 

Rihanna: Rock in Rio 2011. It was amazing, and I made Clara watch it with me 8D this is the full show, but it’s totally worth it. Her Loud tour in Toronto was better though. this isn’t spectacular or different or anything, which it should be since it’s aired all over the world, but Rihanna never disappoints.

 

 

Armani ad 8) I still cannot believe Rihanna and Armani did something together I mean my favorite singer and my favorite brand!!! Also the song is Skin and it’s sensual <3 :b

 

 

You cannot miss this! It’s too badass. This is like, what, two of today’s biggest pop stars collaborating. Who could ask for more, really? (Unless what you’re asking for is Lady Gaga and Justin Bieber, then I have nothing to say to you. )

 

 

All time favorite Kelly Clarkson song. I used to feel this way for my family, but bear this in mind: your mom knows more about you than you think she does. Even if you don’t tell her something, she knows. Even if you never speak of or hint it, she knows. It’s creepy, yes, but sweet

 

 

HAHAHA this always makes me laugh she’s so funny and so genuine! Stars get starstruck too!

 

 

You know, I could go on all day, but okay BYE

~thank God you blew it; thank God I dodged the bullet~

HELLO

This year has been the best year of my life (I’m so scared that I will forget all the amazing things that make my life worth living, and that the joy of discovery and the drive to achievement will hence be taken away from me :O <– THIS is my greatest fear. No, my greatest fear isn’t death) because I can really sense my growth but if I write it here you’ll just look at me and be all, you’re a retard. so I’m not going to. But I really appreciate everything that’s happened over the past academic year and just the year 2011 in general and thank you all. But today:

So I got my results back today (WordPress forgot me again -_-) I am satisfied…for now. But I was looking down all the scores like everyone does, and there are about like 10 people below 3.0 and I’m just so saddened because nobody deserves that. I mean I know that some of them don’t give a damn and just play all day like they have nothing else they could look forward to in life, so they – I don’t know. And I’m the kind of person that believes that if you worked for it, you’ll get it. But I don’t think some of the results gotten were fair.

Fair is such a strange term. It means to be free from injustice or dishonesty. According to that definition, yes, what they got was fair! But see – that stupid definition is not taking into consideration any of the other factors that might have had something to do with the results. (I suppose this is why I did not too bad for SS’ EYA -_-) That’s why I’m sad.

And I’m sad because I understand what it’s like to be there. Like my brother (please please please don’t ever read this you) has been doing well academically all his life, so when I do badly he just never gets why. And when someone else in school does not as good as can be done he just never gets how to behave around them. I think that that’s really a pity. A lot of people in RGS and RI are like that.

But I know, and everyone knows that I do, because I’ve been there ever since primary school (how the hell did I get into RGS I don’t know and I will never know) and it’s not the best feeling. With all the peer pressure to do well and the constant need to be popular and the fact that your parents are boasting about how well you’re doing in school when really it’s nothing much, I don’t see how anyone can live a balanced life.

Some people have it easy – they have luck and they do well for everything. (Like I did in years 1 and 2 but I didn’t know it until now.) It’s like, you managed to come out from everyone judging you – it might just have been in my head but still – and now you look back and think, yeah I worked for this, and you smile. But then you take a look at others’ scores and you feel really bad for them because now THEY are where you were.

Where I was really helped me grow as a person and everything, but that doesn’t make me feel better about having to watch my classmates – and some of them are my friends! – go through all that too. It’s not easy, and some of them aren’t as balanced as I was from the beginning. And even then, I was still hurt and I don’t think I can ever be completely secure again.

Before I did really badly in Sem1 I was really secure and I didn’t care about anything. If someone did better than me, whatever, I’m better at something else they’re not. If someone wanted to behave this way because it’s popular, whatever, I don’t need what popularity gives you because I’m happy with my life. After that – nope. It’s like a scar, you know? And even now that I’m okay with all that and I’ve learnt and grown out of it, it will always be there haunting me. (When I get exam papers back and all, but there’s no need for elaboration )

I just don’t want my friends and classmates to go through that. It was rough and I say again, NOT EASY. And it will leave a scar. It’ll be there. FOR LIFE.

Some part of me just thinks that what it is is that I don’t have enough confidence that they’ll come out all right. But that’s not 100% true because I have a lot of faith in my classmates. They’re my classmates and I believe in them so much I love them and I only want the best for them. I’ve seen what they can do and I know they can do it towards academics too! and also because I know what it feels like to be there and I didn’t believe in myself but hey all that was bullshit LOOK I turned out okay.

In the end we’ll all be cool and all, but the thing is, many people don’t know it now so I don’t know that this is going to make any difference, but I’m telling you now that it will so believe in yourself.

One day I’m going to do very well in life (it’s cut out for everyone! There’s a reason why we’re alive, yknow) and I am going to pray that I will be kind and humble, especially to the people who have yet to succeed. I just want to never forget what it feels like to have everyone judge you and I don’t want to make it any harder for anyone by being all cocky. -_- I’m only doing this post because I want to say that – that I want to remember how I felt earlier this year and not take for granted what I would have. <3

ALSO ALSO ALSO I’m going to pray that we will all continue to have strength for the next year, and you know, CCA positions and everything. That’s all. I’m willing to forfeit every material thing I have now if it’s going to help everyone through next year and this rough period. (Especially since we’re all fifteen/sixteen and the hormones!) It’s hard to say it all here and to console everyone here since I’m not doing all that well myself and you gotta really experience it to know.

<3

Besides that, hello ally 8) your MP3 is cool thank you for letting me listen to it hehehe YOU HAVE COOL MUSIC and hello SHINee fan: google says 1 – 14 days but let’s hope that is not true. Go send now!! I cannot remember anything that I wanted to say anymore because the music I’m listening to is not pensive enough.

This is what I wanted to write but okay! You don’t have to read it it gets boring.

[Continue loving and appreciating everyone around you, look at every small detail that your family shares with you because you might never experience it that way again, try to be nice always you'll just regret it later if you don't, if you want to say something important to someone say it please because you never regret what you do, anyway, you only regret what you never had the guts to do, sometimes, try thinking with your heart instead of your head, appreciate life as it is, don't bring people down just because it gets you somewhere, stay sane and grounded, look for the little happy things in life that make you you, always say what you mean, it's not enough to be perfect for the people who are more important than you that you are trying to impress; it's your loved ones that you should care about the opinions of, don't change yourself for anyone stay true to you because that's the way I (and others) love you, continue learning and soaking in all your experiences, never forget the meaning of life, and surround yourself with love, because if you're not going to love the people around you, what's the point of living (we live for the people we love)]

Ah I’m done.

BYEEE

Oh but hey, Vivien? You are my best friend too. <3

HEY

Hummingbird Heartbeat was on radio just now and it made me think of how a few days ago I was crying and confused and how this song helped me through and it got me to where I am now (I’m so ungrateful I only remember thanks to a bloody song but ah better now than never right) but like this song there are so many people who’ve helped me along the way and I’m just so so so thankful <3 thank you so much due to my lack of 100% concentration because of brain drain from the exams I only remember like a few of you :O but AYCYNRA love yall

And hahahaha LOOK: “some call it science – we call it chemistry” COOL RIGHT! I can’t find any lyric with ‘literature’ or ‘lit’ in it ahhhh :K but thank you chem and lit I shall give you a very big hug If We Ever Meet [Again] hehehe thank you!

BYEBYE

Selena Gomez: I get awkward a lot, and sometimes I don’t really know what to do onstage. Fortunate for me, I’m able to do it in front of my fans, and I feel very safe with my fans. But at the same time you have to learn to laugh at yourself. I was onstage one time and I forgot the lyrics to my song Naturally, which is one of my biggest songs. And I completely got the lyrics wrong in the first verse right when we started the song – when everybody was excited. So I stopped, and I laughed, and I was like, sorry yall, we’re gonna have to do it again. And they all laughed with me. I feel like if you just allow people to be free, people are gonna accept you more. They would much rather see you mess up than see you try to be perfect if you’re not perfect.

HAHA this is from way back too I have a lot of drafts damn it

Determining Similarity

• AA: If two triangles have two corresponding pairs of angles with the same measure then they are similar.

• SSS (Three sides proportional): If the ratio of corresponding sides of two triangles does not depend on the pair of corresponding sides chosen, then the triangles are similar. This means that any triangle copied to scale is also copied in shape.

• SAS (Ratio of two sides, included angle): if two sides in a triangle are proportional to two corresponding sides in another triangle, and the angles included between these sides have the same measure in each triangle, then the triangles are similar. This means that to enlarge a triangle, it is sufficient to copy one angle, and scale just the two sides that form the angle.

Determining Congruency

• SAS (Side-Angle-Side): If two pairs of sides of two triangles are equal in length, and the included angles are equal in measurement, then the triangles are congruent.
• SSS (Side-Side-Side): If three pairs of sides of two triangles are equal in length, then the triangles are congruent.
• ASA (Angle-Side-Angle): If two pairs of angles of two triangles are equal in measurement, and the included sides are equal in length, then the triangles are congruent.
• AAS (Angle-Angle-Side): If two pairs of angles of two triangles are equal in measurement, and a pair of corresponding non-included sides are equal in length, then the triangles are congruent.
• RHS (Right-angle-Hypotenuse-Side): If two right-angled triangles have their hypotenuses equal in length, and a pair of shorter sides are equal in length, then the triangles are congruent.

HELLO

I should never have created a WordPress because now I’m on it like all the time and that is not good at all. well anyway today was fun and tomorrow will be too. Except that I got a whole lot of homework and I don’t think I’ll be able to do any of it by today (because I’m on WordPress and not doing any work hahahaha) because I already have so much work and I have HistoRIH FA that was actually due a couple hours ago. :O why can’t they just collect SS and Geog and the rest that I actually did first?!?!

I’m finally continuing this post from like way back (aka yesterday).

HELLO BYE

HEY

I just found out why teenagers are so obsessed with music. And those who are not – OMG. Knowing me, I’m probably going to dream about me being obsessed with, like, expository essays tonight.

I keep going online and offline and online and offline on Facebook because it’s become a reflex (!!!) and after I get online I realize that I shouldn’t be online and then I come back offline. So can you imagine what it’s like for the people who are on Facebook and seeing my profile picture ever-so-often I think they think I’m crazy. I mean, if one of my friends did that, I’d think (s)he were crazy too.

Once upon a time I wanted to learn how to socialize from playing Sims. AHAHA

omg my posts are sooo boringgg and thanks to english now im slurrrrrrringgggg a loooooot and not typingggg correctlyyyyy with punctuation etc etc omggggg hehehe byeeeeeeeeee

WHATS UP

Last night I had this dream that I was doing SS and I dreamt that I knew all about how to go about studying SS this was so nice because it bothers me in real life like a lot. So anyway when I woke up I was all enlightened. And then I realized that I dreamt that meritocracy caused Kissing (like, no?) and that was bad so in my PPA I was going to write that meritocracy is not good because it caused major Kissing. Okay this is so weird but it totally helped my thought process I swear it was this quote that scared me soo badly – “kissing is a means of getting two people so close together that they can’t see anything wrong with each other” I read it and I was like :O :O :O WHAT :O :O :O OMG :O :O :O

Well yeah that’s that byebye

HELLO AGAIN

Clara said that she likes CKB more than AMMA and I just had to give her this long speech OMG you know I really wonder how Clara still likes me after sitting next to me for so long hello Claraaaaa

“yes yes yes you know why you like CKB more? okay I don’t know why, really, but I’m trying to prove my point here! My point is that her songs from before she became strong and beautiful (:PPP) were not as good as her songs now! So the people who say that she’s changed are really not knowing what they are talking about because all she did was improve her music and that’s why you like CKB more this is a GOOD change! And some people don’t see that but her personality really is the same one she’s still that sane girl she always was and she is one of the only celebrities that have managed to stay strong all these years especially taking into consideration the stuff she’s been through it’s really not easy for her but she did and that’s really admirable. No matter what they say “

I can’t do English now! I’m too happy that my tutor (most hated) is not cominggg wheeeeeeeeee

Okay I should do English buhbye <3